GATHERING

Had a gathering with Alvin, Wilson, MY,Kelly and Pat.. We went Clarke Quay for dinner, Pat ordered BBQ fish,sotong,tofu egg,grilled chicken and etc.. total 12 dishes. The food was delicious and cheap too, cost only $90+.. Long time didnt see them liao.. both of them had changed, when i saw them, i would think of the past when all of us were still at KSBP. There were so much laughters at the dinner table, both of them said i was still the same, the happy apple of KSBP. I asked Alvin whether he looked for china gal when he was at china but he said still prefer sin gal and i was the type of gal he was looking for **haha** then Wilson started making fun of us but he couldnt outtalk me.

After dinner, i suggested to go pub for a drink. I thought that Eski Bar was at Clarke Quay so brought them walked a big round searching for it. After asking around then i realized that it should be at Boat Quay instead of Clarke Quay. On the way to Boat Quay, my shoes got stucked and the strap ripped off.. **damn unlucky** Had to walk with one leg bare footed, Kelly tried using a string to tie my shoes and leg together but no used.. Luckily i did buy a pair of shoes when we went shopping but got to collect at Bugis so MY and Pat went to collect for me. **So good of them**

My leg was so cold when i stepped into the bar cos the floor was damn cold, Alvin quickly help me to the chair and sit. We drank and play games, this reminded me when we were at Chiang Mai.. We play memory and catch ghost games and the loser got to drink. One thing which i dont like bout the bar was the music they play. We left the bar bout 12.. and went for supper. Had an enjoyable day!!

20AUG'05

Went singing with MY,Kelly and her bf yesterday, nothing much to do at home so we decided to go KTV. Didnt have the mood to sing so didn't sing much. Took some photos and video clips of them while they were singing **haha** I'm forever so playful. After KTV, we went to jurong market for dinner together with MY's bf.. Had bak ku teh and my fav salted chicken that we bought from night market. MY's bf suggested watching movie after dinner.. so after our dinner, i quickly went to buy dinner for my sis and went to JP to buy tickets. We bought 9.35pm tickets, time was still early after buying tickets so went to Kelly house.. MY's bf gave me lots of chocolate that he had bought back from his office. So happy cos i love eating chocolate!!

We watched 'Charlie And The Chocolate Factory', quite a nice and funny show. Teach us the importance of family, a show worth watching. Rem that when i was in Pri 1, my form teacher would always read Roald Dahl story for the class and i myself also loves his story. Actually there's also one movie which i wanna watch.. that's 'Bewitched'.

MY DREAM GUY

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one. The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it,The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares. The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you , will remember every word you said , even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time. The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because use they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it. The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like some kind of anniversary, but , he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today.

The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he don't wan you to misunderstand, he want you to know that he love you. The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something have to tell for only once, because he thought that you might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your ludgage and ask you " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier .with smile.

The guy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.The boy who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself "

The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

The guy who love you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because heknew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

Hope that i can find this type of guy and spend the rest of my life with him.

SOMETHING TO SHARE WITH

Below are three quotes which i find quite meaningful and wanna share with those i know.

• There are a few rules I know to be true about love and marriage: If you don't respect the other person, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you don't know how to compromise, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you can't talk openly about what goes on between you, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. And if you don't have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. Your values must be alike.

• When love ends, ask yourself, "Is it better to forgive than forget or is it better to forget than forgive?" When the people we love are stolen from us, the only way to keep them is to never stop loving them. people die, buildings burn, but eternal love lasts forever. When you are frustrated about love and want to abandon it, ask yourself firmly, "Will I regret it?"

• It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

BORING SUNDAY

Finally I got free time to write my blog, had been watching VCD since yesterday afternoon. Took me less than 2 days to finish watching the whole drama.. The show was quite nice and made me realize that sometimes just bcos of one small misunderstanding, it could cause us to make a big mistake in our life.

Went 'MoMo' with Joan and her friends on fri night.. Jeremy drove us there, reached there bout 9plus cos if we could go in before 10pm then we didnt need to pay for cover charge. Not much ppl when we reached there but after certain hours, the place was full of ppl. Thought that Ken and the rest of them would also reach before 10pm but who know.. they came in around 11plus.. I didnt really enjoy myself cos i didnt like the music, prefer retro or techno, still rem that the last time i went clubbing was with YY,Kelly,MY and some other friends.. we went to 'Newsroom', really enjoyed myself on that night.

Forgot to buy a bar of chocolate and just as i expected.. had gastric pain on that night. After sending Joan home, Jeremy took me for supper but gastric was too pain.. didnt feel like eating. Woke up around 12pm on sat.. called Joan and meet her for lunch. Was so hungry and i ordered a plate of wanton mee and carrot cake (Joan,i'm glad that you knew you had wasted my $$). Help my sis to buy lunch cos she had chicken pox, couldnt go out at all.. although i had chicken pox before le but still quite scared that i would kanna it cos she also had it when she was young but now.. She was so poor thing..

Nothing much to write le, going to iron my clothes and tidy my VCD cupboard.

12 AUG 05

Yesterday after work, i went Suntec with Joan and XY.. Wanna to tigam for the Binchotan 3 but when we reached there, we could only see empty container **sob sob** got to wait for the supplier to re-fill the container, i had left my contact no with them.. asked them to give me a call once the supplier was here.. But last nite XY called me and told me that he could get those figurines for me thru online so didnt need to waste money on tigam le and plus 2 of Joan figurines then i would have the complete set le **Hee Hee** Hoping that XY could help me find the other 2 secret too. Some ppl might find us wasting money on this kind of tigam but i didnt think there was anything wrong with it.. Some of the figurines were really very cute, just like the 'Bottle Fairy'. Although Ken said he would help me to find, i didnt think he could find it lor but still hope that he was able to find it cos i really like those 'Bottle Fairy'.. Beside are some pic of the 'Bottle Fairy', if anyone know where to get it, pls let me know. I'm looking for the 5" figurines and not those baby type.

It was only 12Aug05 now and my pocket already got a big hole, spent quite alot this month.. Bought another 2 new sets of HK drama vcd on Wed(The Legend Of Love & Ups And Downs In The Sea Of Love) but luckily my kind sis said she would share with me.

Had watched the 'Superstar' result and was so disappointed with the result, I was so sad that Derrick kanna kick out. Not able to see him on the stage le.. But i was happy that Silver kanna kick out, i didnt like her cos she looked so fake and proud. Hope that Jun Yang and Kelly can get into the final!!

BORING SAT

Got bad flu, slight headache and cough since thur, thanks to Iwama's big mouth.. said i had grown fatter when we went to send YHI off on tue. Sure would take MC if i was still at KSBP, unlike now.. had to drag myself to work **poor me** Used up one big packet of tissue paper(70pcs) on fri, making alots of noise in the office. Feeling so terrible.. nose and ear blocked and coughing till my chest was so painful. Foods that i ate were all tasteless and I needed to use my mouth to breath when i slept at night.

Went ECP with Jeremy on fri, I would think of someone whenever i went ECP. It was a long time I didnt go cycling le(hey Joan, see which day free then we go ECP with XY). Went home bout 11plus cos i was having slight headache.. somemore it was hungry ghost festival nw so it would be quite scary if I went home too late. Mum had boiled some herbal drink for me so went to bed after drinking it.

Woke up bout 10plus, went market with sis to buy breakfast for my two lazy bros.. Bought another 3 packets of tissue paper. Hope my flu could get well soon, nothing much to do so went to take a nap in the afternoon and had a chat with Brian.. Meet MY for dinner at JP and bought a skirt.. Most of my friends didnt need to work on mon but i still needed to.. things would be diff if i am still at KSBP.

HIRANO FAREWELL

This morning when i woke up,i realized that my sore throat was getting worse, couldnt talk much cos it was painful and i didnt like to talk when i was not feeling well or tired.. those stupid customers still asked me to talk louder **shit them**Nose feeling itchy for the whole afternoon, guess going to have running nose soon. Feeling so sleepy now, my eyes hardly could be open.. had been sleeping quite late since sun.guess not enough sleep that's why going to fall sick le..

Last nite, together with MY,YY,Kelly and Pat, we went to Changi Airport to send Hirano off. After station in Sin for 5yrs plus, it was time for him to return back to Japan.. Reached there bout 9pm, had popeye for dinner **Yummy** felt that Popeye was more tasty than KFC, think most ppl would agree with me if they had eaten Popeye before. Saw TFU and had a chat with him bout M/E, hoping that everything were fine. We took a group photo and YHI shaked hand with everyone before he checked in, could see that he was sad to leave. When i was about to leave, someone pushed me from the back, guess who was that person?? It was SUZ, making fun of me.. forever so playful..

NATIONAL DAY PREVIEW

Went to watch NDP preview wth Angie on last sat.. was raining cats and dogs in the morning, i was praying and hoping that the rain will stop before the parade started. But even if the rain did not stop, i would still go cos it's not easy for me to get the tickets.. Met Angie around 1plus cos she needed to go suntec..

Reached Padang around 4pm.. Was drizzling while we were walking to padang, i wore slippers so my feet were wet, dirty and filled with mud.. we got the yellow sector tickets, not much ppl so didnt need to Q up. Hoping to get a good seat but who knows we couldnt choose our own seat, luckily i bought 2 packets of tissues cos the chair was so wet, had to wipe it before we sit.. Wore the raincoat that was in the goodies bag cos the drizzle was getting heavier.. Those parts that i enjoyed the most were 'Combine School Band', 'RSAF Flypast', 'Mobile Column' and 'Fireworks'. But overall i didnt really enjoy myself, still prefer Kallang Stadium.. more ppl, more fun..

Reached home bout 10pm and wash up then meet Jeremy for supper.. Oops.. Btw there was an event at T.J and i saw Sly (",).. Wat a tiring day i had!!