STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN

Just finished watching "Stairway to Heaven". It was indeed a touching drama. Wonder if any of you know about this drama? It's starring on Channel U now. I was lucky because my sister borrowed from her friend on sat and we watched over the last few days. The male actor in the drama was so devoted. He waited years for the woman he loved knowing she had gone to heaven 5 years ago. The story was like this....This guy called CJ had a childhood friend who was very close to him when they were young. She was called JS and their friendship became love. As he went to further studies so they parted for a few years. Before he left, he gave JS a necklace which was a pair. He came back 5 years later and asked JS to meet him. She rushed over and got hit by her stepsister, YL who was an evil woman. YL took the unconcious JS to her father and begged him to help her.

Luckily, YL's brother, TW who was also JS's stepbrother saw it and he took JS to a place where no one knew them. 5 years later, CJ finally finished his studies. As CJ's mum was the shareholder of an amusement park's organisation so he went to help her after his studies. One day, he saw a woman who looked so alike as JS at his amusement park. He went over and hugged her. But JS had lost her memory and she didn't know him at all. He still tried ways and means to get JS to work in his company. I was so touched by his actions. Imagine such a handsome and rich guy who waited years for a woman. Finally, JS regained her memory and they got together after so hardships.

But fate was playing a joke on the 2 of them cos JS got eye cancer. She was so upset and I really pitied her. In her whole life, her only happiness was to find CJ. She was being ill treated by her stepmother and stepsister when she was young. She lost her memory for almost 5 years and she still got eye cancer in the end. Although this was the truth, CJ still married her. She died at the place where she grew up. After watching this drama, I was a bit affected because the lovers couldnt be together. I am really smitten by the male actor. He's so cute especially when he winks. He looks so cool and macho. But this story won't happen in real life. Love is so fragile and it don't last forever at all. Wonder if true love really exists? I doubt so....

MY WEEKEND

Hmm.. What had I done over the weekend?? Went N.B with Kate and her friends on Friday night, met her at Suntec and had our dinner. Hmm.. Her friends were all around our age so it was fun to go clubbing together. Just wanted to finish that bottle of Martell but in the end still couldn't finish.. Luckily, we went there quite early, if not sure got no tables for us. So surprised to see Kenny there cos I rem he told me that his last day at N.B will be on Thursday. Must be he knew that I was going down so he changed his last day to Friday le **Haha** It was quite early when we reached so the music didnt sound nice but the fun started around 11+. We danced and sang together, the dance floor was full of ppl unlike on Sat so we had lots of fun.. We would play games when we were not dancing and as usual, the loser got to drink. Feeling quite tired so went home quite early.. Left N.B at bout 1.30am and Alan drove me home. Went straight to bed after my shower .

Was too tired to go out so stayed at home on sat but in the morning, I went to Xingyu's house void deck to get those things that I asked him to buy from Japan then went to buy my lazy pig sister and my lunch and then headed home to watch my 'PRIDE'. Feeling so sleepy when I was watching the drama but don’t wanna waste my time sleeping so die die also must finished watching that drama. After ironing my clothes, I sat in front of the pc and started to select new age songs for Ah Xuan. Spent a few hours listening and burning the cd.

Alan drove us to JB on sun afternoon cos my makeover pictures were ready. Jammed at the custom for almost 2hrs, ppl who knew me should know that I couldn't sit still so I started to grumble inside the car. Just don't understand why 'those ppl' did things so slow.. slow like a snail!! Had our lunch at 'Ku Zhao Ren', their dishes were all quite delicious **yummy** Went straight to City Square after our lunch. Wow!!! Those photos were all well taken, I didn't know which one to choose and which one should I discard. All was Ah Xuan's fault, took so many nice photos, felt sad to discard those photos that I didn't choose.. Passed him the cd and took photos with Ah Xuan and just when I was about to leave, the gal passed me a small container and whispered at my ear saying 'this is from Ah Xuan, don’t let my boss see'. So sweet of him to buy something for me. Jammed for another 2 hours when we went back. Had a tiring day!!

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If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no,
you can't 'be friends'.
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think 'It will get better'

You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.
He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behaviour.
Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...
Even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...
Compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...
There is nothing cute about baggage...

Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...
When a man always know where you are,
And you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others

A THOUGHT FOR YOU

Be Nice To Others In The Same Way, As You Want Others To Be Nice To You

Life Is So Short, Think What Is Good, Speak What Is Kind And Try To Live Your Best.
Then This World Will Be Bright And Beautiful To You

When Money Is Lost, Nothing Is Lost. When Health Is Lost, Something Is Lost.
When Character Is Lost, Everything Is Lost.

Live Like A Candle, Which Burns Itself But Gives Light To Others

Impose Your Own Terms Upon Life. If You Don't, You Will Have To Accept The Terms Of Others

Look Backwards With Gratitude, Upwards With Confidence And Forward With Hope

When You Truly Care For Someone, You Don't Look For Faults, You Don't Look For Answers, You Don't Look For Mistakes.
Instead You Fight The Mistakes, You Accept The Faults And You Overlook The Excuses.

23rd BIRTHDAY

Woke up quite early cos Joan said she wanna go for swimming, knew she was still sleeping, luckily I called her before I left my house. We couldn't swim too long cos meeting Ken at 12pm so we only swam for an hour. After that, we went home to get changed and dolled up ourselves. Supposed to meet Ken at 12pm but he was late so by the time we reached Taka, it was almost 1.15pm.. All of us were damn hungry and the first thing we did was to order foods, 'special house dumpling & fish glue' were my fav **yummy** Had a full lunch!! Alvin baked me a cake so went to collect the cake from him after our shopping, was so touched by him cos this was the first time that someone baked me a cake and it was my fav mango cake. After collecting the cake, we went for our singing session. Took lots of photos inside the Ktv room, guess most of the pic were Joan and me.

At night, we went to Newsroom and just as what I expected.. Not much ppl.. Didn't understand why the place was always full of ppl on every fri but so quiet on sat. Sun opened a bottle of Martell as my b'day present. But we couldn't finish, still left half a bottle, got to finish it before next month. Hmm.. Got to jio Kate there when she comes back from BK. The bartender (Kenny) mixed a glass of Martell + didn't know wat liquor and Tequila Pop for me.. **yuck** tasted so awful, think I still prefer my Martell with coke. I enjoyed myself but sad that XY, Kate couldn't make it. Went to Mdm Wong after Joan and her friend went over to Momo. Wow!!! quite crowded at Mdm Wong but the music didn't sound nice so went back to N.B. Left N.B bout 1.30am cos Angie couldn't go home late. After sending Angie home, we went B.Timah for supper and headed home.

Hey everyone! Thank for your present and hope you all enjoyed yourself on that day (",)

FRIDAY DINNER

Don't know why today got so many calls and quotations to quote.. Quite busy and still need to make everyone wait for me to knock off.. Meeting Michelle and Alan for dinner, Alan came to my office and fetches me while Michelle waited for us at Woodland. Went 'BACKAROO' for dinner, located near Sembawang Park.. It used to be a terrace house and now had converted to a restaurant, quite a nice place. We had Mushroom Soup, Deep Fried Mushroom and Buffalo Wing (Level 3) as our starters, I ordered Pan-fried Dory Fish as my main course. Wow.. Never did I imagined that the Level 3 Buffalo Wing was quite hot and spicy, cant imagine how does Level 10 taste like, the foods were all very delicious except the Deep Fried Mushroom, I find it too oily so don't really liked. Was quite full after the dinner or maybe I should say it's the B.Wings that made me full cos I kept drinking water after eating that.

After dinner, Alan suggested watching movie but Michelle don't wanna go so after sending her home, we went Orchard Cathy to buy tickets.. I wanna watch 'Innocent Step' but don't know why don't have, guess already over le ba but cannot be cos only started showing on 25Aug.. How come so fast finished le!! So we watched 'Red Eye', quite a nice movie but the duration was quite short, only 1.5hrs.. Went home after movie cos I was quite tired and need to wake up early tml.

Oh ya, they bought me a Baby G watch for my b'day present but the watch was too big and doesn't look nice after adjusting the strap so got to change to other design. Think Michelle knew that I wanna a Baby G watch so bought that for me but that's not the design I want. And on sun, Alan meet me up and bought me to change the watch. Recived a bouquet of daisy from him too but it's pink colour, think will look nice if the daisy are in diff colour **haha** Hey, Alan.. Thanks for everything!!

THINKING OF SOMEONE

I've Got A Crush On You FigurineWhy can't I speak when I have so much to tell?

Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?

Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?

Why can't I dance when there's rhythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken

Too many things left undone

Why can't it be and why can't I?

For all I know this pain deep inside

Took the gladness from my heart.

I cant go to sleep

I’m just thinking of you
Thinking of that day
And all of the feelings coming through
When I’m with you,
Is this the pain of missing you?

Is this the reason behind it all?

Messenger Of Love Figurine

(Hope this Guardian Angel will deliver

my message to the one i love)

MAKEOVER SESSION

Had a tiring weekend, went JB to take my makeover photos on sat. Jammed bout 40mins at the custom just to get my passport chopped. Reached City Square bout 12pm, had a quick lunch cos I'm late for my appointment. After changing my clothes, makeup and everything.. I still needed to wait for the photographer (Ah Xuan), a nice, caring and quiet guy.. Was quite excited cos this was the first time that I took makeover photos, After taking a few shots for my first image, Ah Xuan asked me whether he could use my photos for publicity and wanna me to change into angel's attire for my next image. Ah Xuan said he seldom asked ppl to dress into an angel so I thought I must have posses that angel look **haha** Lots of funny things happened when Ah Xuan was taking photos for me, we chatted and I asked him many questions when we were in the studio. Wow.. the whole photo taking session took bout 8hrs, I was damn hungry after the photo taking and felt so bad to let Kelly and MY waited for me. Left the studio bout 8.45pm, said goodbye to Ah Xuan before I left and we shall see each other in 2 weeks time when my photos are ready for viewing.

Had seafood for our dinner, the food was nice or maybe I was too hungry so everything tasted nice to me. We ordered quite alot dishes cos we were all very hungry.. Actually that makeover package was a b'day present from Kelly, MY, Pat and Michelle.. Guess that will be the most precious present I ever received from friends.. Thanks gals!! Went back to sin after our dinner, reached home bout 1.30am.. Damn tired!!